Sharing

Sitting here with Randy, Matt, and Ruan the translator drinking tea and eating....again. This place is amazing.

We met tonight with our team and the Brazilian team to talk about what we are doing this week.  The next two days we will be working in Novo Horizonte. Tomorrow night we'll be focusing on ministering to adults and families, doing some door to door witnessing and some Gospel presentations in the streets.  On Wednesday we'll focus on activities for children. Please pray that God would give us wisdom as we share with the people of Brazil.  Pray that God would constantly remind us that we are here to further His kingdom through sharing of His grace and forgiveness through Jesus Christ.

Brazil day 1

We finally made it to Jundiai, Brazil.  We arrived about an hour after we were scheduled to, but all is well. We are now in our host homes getting some rest after almost 24 hours of travel. Tonight we will join in worship with our Brazilian team members and talk about the schedule for the coming days.

Please continue to pray for us. God has been working in this place and we want to be a part of it. There is a great need here for people to leave their lives of trying to please  

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Justice and Righteousness

Van threw a magazine in my office today. I'm not even sure if he read any of it. But the cover reads "canned worship". Maybe he's trying to tell me something? I usually put that stuff in a pile of magazines I want to read. It would have gone right on top of Relevant Magazine and the latest Musician's Friend catalog. For some reason I read this one immediately.

The article from the cover was written by David Ruis, and my head is still spinning and processing what he wrote. What stands out most in my mind is basically that there is no authentic worship without justice and righteousness (Amos 5:23-24). If we do not care for others, we cannot worship God.

Reading this I thought about this time last week when we had the youth rally in Vermont. I've never seen our kids worship like that. I've seldom been in any worship service like that. And the reason the worship was so incredible was not because of a great band or a "worshipful" atmosphere. It was great because we were a room full of people who that week had been whole-heartedly devoted to serving God through caring for those around them.

Too often we come to worship wondering what we're gonna get out of it. We hope the band plays the song we like, or we hope they play that old hymn that reminds us of way back when. But the truth is that true worship will not happen unless we devote ourselves daily to serving Christ and serving others. If half the people that sit in our sanctuaries would focus on worshipping God all week through service to Him and through loving people then our corporate worship would be amazing!

So think about that next time you're sitting in church wondering why you just can't connect with the worship. Ask yourself if you've done what God has called you to do in the way you treat others. Maybe if we all do that then our corporate worship will be better than we can imagine. And I think God would like it more, too.

Vermont report

I was fortunate enough last week to go to Vermont and be with the students from North Side. It was an incredible trip! I saw God move in so many ways.

I would have liked to have blogged while I was there, but I can't figure out this blogger thing on my blackberry and I was too tired at night.

What prompts this blog is the fact that I left church on Sunday morning feeling a little empty. It seems that no one here understands what we went through there in Vermont. Nobody knows how we experienced God, how we all grew in Him and with one another. I realize from many experiences that this is a normal feeling after a mission trip, but this time was different.

First of all, let me say that the response in Vermont was very slow. It was disappointing to see how much people didn't care about what we had to say. Of course, what should we expect in Vermont? But we did come across several people willing to talk to us about matters faith and even hear what we had to say.

There was close to 0 people who sat and listened to us in the park on Monday night, but several people came close and listened for a while. And several conversations were started with people about Jesus and why we had come from Texas to share with the people of Vermont. I personally learned a lot that night about the place where we were.

On Tuesday night we did a concert in the mall and there were a few contacts we had made during the week that came to hear us - that's nothing small! Many people heard the message of Jesus as they walked by. Some even stopped for a while.

Wednesday night we shared with a church full of young people. Only two families of kids were from "church families". The rest were kids whose parents are not Christians. There was a group of kids in the back that were doing their best to disrupt the incredible Spirit-filled worship. But those same kids stayed after to hang out with our kids and to hear more of what we had to say. AND 5 TEENS CAME TO KNOW CHRIST AS SAVIOR that night!!! Thats not small!

Thursday night we did a concert at a different church and some of those kids came to hear us again. The church was blessed, and our kids sang more in the Spirit that I've ever heard.

My prayer is that adults in our church would hear about what the kids did and do likewise. I feel sometimes that our kids are leading the way into missions and this shouldn't be. We need to learn it from adults. Mission trips are not just for the young, they are for all. As Dillon Phillips shared in one of the services on Sunday, the Bible says "GO!" It doesn't say pray about going or go if you feel led. It says "GO". I understand we all can't go to everything that is offered but if we've made up our mind that the "going" isn't for us then we are mistaken and we are missing out on all the blessings of obedience God wants to give us.

And while I'm rambling, I would also like to say that North Side has the most incredible group of kids I've ever seen. They were 100% willing to walk up to people they didn't know and start a conversation about Jesus. They have a love for God and a love for others, and each other. None of them had to be told what to do, they just did it.

That's my report. I hope we go back to Vermont. The workers there really are few.

The Cross

This morning I was preparing for our Easter services and decided to go ahead and move the cross out of storage to the sanctuary. I really didn't expect it to be so difficult.

There were several crosses in our storage shed across the street. One was tall, and pretty flimsy looking, another was just small. The one that looked most life-sized was thick and splintered - it looked most like what my perception of the cross must have been like.

The cross was awkward to carry. It may have been 70-80 pounds, not light by any means, but doable. I looked at it for a few seconds trying to figure out how to maneuver it without getting more splinters in my hands and arms than I had to.

I carried the cross about 15 feet to the back of my truck. At first I thought about all the people who saw me from North Main. What did they think about the guy carrying the cross? Then my mind jumped to something completely different. I started thinking about the few times in my life that I felt like I gave everything to someone or a group of people only to find myself completely rejected and shunned by them. As I hoisted the cross in the back of my truck I thought about my own sin, how too many times in my life I've treated Jesus the same cruel way some others had treated me.

My thoughts then turned to Matthew 16:24 where Jesus tells me I have to take up my cross and follow Him. I've been trying to wrap my mind around that for a while, but today I grasped it a little bit more. It involved a lot of effort in carrying a cross - even if it was just for 15 feet. It involved getting splinters that will be annoying for a couple of days to come. It also involved some sympathizing with the emotional pain Jesus went through as he "endured the cross, scorning it's shame."

I don't in any way want to compare what took me 15 minutes this morning to what Jesus did for us on the cross. But I feel like this morning I've been reminded in a very tactile (even though miniscule) way of what Jesus went through for me.

When I got back to the church Daryl, a new employee of North Side, ran up to help me carry the cross to the sanctuary. Yes, the wonderful thing is that Jesus does not ask us to carry the cross alone.

Our first Brazil meeting for 2009 (and some other stuff)

I'm sitting in my office right now, listening to the youth choir sing some Toby Mac stuff, and trying to prepare for the Reality study tonight. I figure if I'm going to keep up with Van on this blog thing I better start writing.

Let me just say I loved today. I love leading worship in the 9:40 service.  It gets pretty intense in there sometimes and I really feel the presence of God. I just hope for all of us that the way we worship in the church building translates into how we live our everyday lives. 

Tonight we had our initial meeting for all interested in the Brazil mission trip. Man, I was encouraged! We had 25 in attendance and several people who have already expressed interest were not there. 16 who were there had never been to Brazil before.  As I've prayed for this trip my desire has been that the people who go will be able to come back and communicate that excitement of what God is doing there in Brazil.  And that our church can develop that passion for what God is doing beyond our nation's borders.  North Side has an incredible missions presence in our community and nation, but I'm praying that God would also give us a heart and desire to reach the nations for Christ. I see this happening, and I praise God for the people He is bringing together to be a part of this adventure.

So, if you're reading this, please take a moment to pray for Jundiai, Brazil and the Christian Missionary Community Church there. Such amazing things happened last year, and even more will happen this year.

Now I've gotta go teach some high schoolers about experiencing God. This crisis of belief stuff is challenging - but that'll have to be in another blog.

I'm not dead yet

I know all both of my blog readers have really missed hearing from me lately. I guess since they linked my blog to the church website I've felt like I've had to make my blogs more spiritual and wise. This blog might be a little spiritual, but problaby not wise at all.

Last week we started a contemporary service at 9:40 on Sundays. I was really nervous as we approached February 22. 20 minutes or less to transition to the contemporary worship service and then 20 minutes or less to transition back to the blended service. I was honestly surprised that the first time around could go without a glitch. I praise God for that, and thank the many volunteers who made it as smooth as it was. I pray that we never become lazy and pretend for once that we really know what we're doing.

This past Sunday was good too - Van really brought it! I must admit I was tired after leading 3 services. I really admire Gary for being able to do that for two years, and I'm looking forward to having him back this week. And Van gets to keep preaching three times every week - even in the new sanctuary. Not too bad for an old man. (I say that with complete respect).

God is doing great things here. I pray that we don't become satisfied in looking back at what He has already done, but that we look forward with a sense of eager expectancy and willingness to Go where He leads.